Consciousness and awareness of programs

One of the most difficult parts of acknowledging and accepting that we are co-creatorrs with Source through consciousness using our thoughts, emotions and imagination is when our lives are a complete mess. It is easier to place the blame on circumstances - whatever those may be. The victim mode.

It is difficult sitting in the consequences of your choices when things are bad. The conditions that we have created support our limited beliefs about our power to create. As you sit in them, they tell you - “See, you feel that way because it’s true.” 

I first learned about creating your reality when I was about 12. My sister told me that my thoughts and beliefs can affect everything. I really believed her and soon tested it when I lost my contact lens in the dryer as I was doing laundry. I stood in front of the dryer and said, I want to reach in there and find my contact. And I did. I have never doubted it since.

Does that mean my life has been fabulous and everything I’ve ever wanted has manifested? I would like to be able to say yes. Maybe next lifetime. Haha.

I have learned a lot about myself by looking at what I easily manifest and what I don’t. Because it tells me what I really think and believe about myself, my world. So much goes into our beliefs about ourselves and our world and childhood sets the stage for a lot, particularly trauma. So many of us walk around with our traumatized, wounded child running the show. Our first programming. 

As we move into society, we begin to receive societal programs. They can be pretty straightforward and direct or they can be insidious and go almost unnoticed. Main stream media (MSM) run some of the most insidious programming on this planet, although recently, they seem to be getting very direct and aren’t even trying to hide it.  And with the internet and social media, the programming can get pretty aggressive. Where does it come from? It comes from the wounded child I spoke about before. So we’re being programmed by the traumatized children who are also programmed. Lucky us!

So how do we circumvent this? How do we shift and change things in the middle of a mess. The  first step is to take responsibility for what is happening in our lives. Response to the ability to create and change. Earlier I spoke of the victim mode and it is a vicious cycle. I’m sure we all know someone who is constantly complaining or whining about people and events in their lives and eventually we realize that the one constant denominator is them! And that is when we recognize that perhaps they are responsible for all of the things happening to them. So we can turn that around and really understand and accept at a mind and heart level that what we are thinking and feeling is creating what we are experiencing. 

Please, do not be critical of yourself. Become curious. Become dedicated to listening to yourself. What are you thinking about through most hours of your day? Is it positive and something that you want? What are you saying? Are you saying affirmative positive things? Words are an important reflection of what we are thinking and often point out the programs that run without us even realizing it. So what programs are we listening to and running?

So step one: Take responsibility and begin to pay attention to what you are thinking and feeling. 

Re-tuning Personal Frequency

What happens when you forget that you are a powerful being? What happens when you don’t keep your thoughts, emotions and imagination - your frequency - high? For myself, I become afraid. Fear is such a low vibration. What has lowered my vibration into fear?

One thing for sure is what my incoming information has been. I don’t listen to MSM, but I do follow social media accounts. One in particular is from what I thought was a high vibration community. I believed that the information I would receive would empower me. Instead I have realized, it fills me with fear. Perhaps there is a lot to be afraid about. As more and more disclosure takes place, it gets scary. Regardless, the saying when I was in computer programming school was garbage in garbage out. So if I’m filling myself with scary and divisive information, I will create fear and mistrust.

So do I want to put my head in the sand and be totally in denial that shit is happening? No. Perhaps there is something I would want to be prepared for so I can rest easy. I don't want to miss an opportunity to take an action towards a positive outcome. As in most things, the answer here is balance. No I don’t have to put my head in the sand, nor do I have to spend hours a day reading doomsday prophecies. A balanced level of awareness is sufficient to be alert and happy.

Also I acknowledge that I have not been doing my daily meditation - my time to sit and connect with Source, with my Higher Self, with my powerful consciousness that can create at levels beyond imagination. I’m remembering where I was a short time ago. My frequency was super high. I was meditating daily. I was not afraid. I was filled with light, joy, love and a deep knowing that my ability to thrive and create what I want was steadfast.

For example, I was driving my father from Atlanta to central Florida. That interstate is notorious for traffic backups. So I spent the day before the trip visualizing an easy voyage without traffic delays. About midway we pulled into a rest area and as we went to leave, there was a police car blocking the exit. Apparently they had closed the interstate for something that they were doing - btw, something I had never heard of. Anyway it was fine as he said it wouldn’t be long and actually I wanted to walk my dog a little bit. It wasn’t long before we were allowed to exit and as we pulled onto the interstate, I realized we were the only car on the road! The stop we had made was right in the middle of the closed section and so there was no one anywhere! I started laughing out loud. Wow, I said to my dad, I just asked for no traffic back ups and here we are with our own interstate! 

That’s conscious creation. The ability to affect traffic on the highway. I have a million stories like this, and even with all of the years of working with the power of consciousness, I sometimes get derailed. So today, I’m back to a daily meditation practice and I’m being very select with what information I'm consuming as well as how much time I spend on social media. I am clearing my channel and reconnecting to Source that resides within. 

I wanted to post this as a REMINDER to us all. Do what works for you to raise your vibrations. The two suggestions here are what work for me today. Stay connected to Source, be aware but don’t be saturated with the dark information that abounds. If you’re off track, get back on. It happens to us all.